went running on the waterfront. i've never done that before, it was nice to run again. it reminds me when i hear people want gym membership.. yeah, you could go running outside for free. i think it's just me since i took jogging and i appreciated running outdoors. it's pretty much better for your ankles because you're not just going on flat surfaces in one motion you can actually find motion which doesn't stress much impact on your ankles or knees as you would running on a track or treadmill.
hah, thanks coach paulson.. you've brained washed me entirely. hahaha.
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other than that. sonia's been at my hizzy since sunday. she stayed an extra week for kidzreach meetings. so i'm trying to a be a good host and like be with her show her around, that type of thing.. cuz then if i left her then that'd be fucked up. tomorrow is her last day .. she's leaving on thursday. so yeah.
there was a lot of things that happened to me.. like honestly.. you don't know how hard it was for me. and how much things i had to find a way to pay. pay for things with money i don't even have. times are hard. and with shit happening like this .. it's harder.
i really wanted to buy my bro his uke. i'm still trying to get him one. but since shit happened i'm flat broke. i don't have money right now. when i went to buy my book for my class.. my mom gave me $80 and book was $78 plus tax. it was $84.54 .. that extra 4.54.. i was like scrounging in my wallet to see if i can make it.. :[ & i haven't even paid for the class yet. jeeze. gas prices are rising.. bills have to be paid.. i don't have a stable job. :[ and though i told my brother i was gunna buy him his uke when i have money he's being nice about it saying that he'll pay for it. but i mean damn.. it was something i want to give for him.
like.. that's why things are hard. i know you were trying to help. i'm not doging you for helping me. but when you were pressing me on what day to go get it.. you have to understand that i don't have the freedom like you. & it's not like that that place is going to go out of business and like not be there. there is always another time to go. it's hard for me to leave my roommate just out and about.
i'm just tired of the shit, i don't like being put on as it was my fault for this shit, cuz i didn't even do nothing.
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