*Sigh* this week has been stressing me.. well maybe just since yesterday. haha. And it's not about school work, it's about choosing a badminton partner for intramurals. I've had a couple asked me last quarter if i was going to play but it i don't think they were seriously going to be my partner. I asked daniel-san to be my partner because .. i'd just give it a shot, yes or no, pretty straight forward.
i didn't get an answer until yesterday. lame-o. and i had to buggggg him if he was interested still.. yeah. but the crazy thing is that tuesday zach, awesome player from my badminton class, who i despised because as sonia says and i believe is that "i am jealous of him" haha, yeah that's what i believed because he's so goooood. and i want to be like him. maybe that's why. but yeah anywaies... he asked me to be his partner in jogging class and i was like sure, if daniel doesn't get back to me. not until today did i find out that he already signed us up and like already. i felt bad for daniel, but then i felt bad for zach. but at the same time i felt relieved that he signed us up because idk.. hahah cuz i woulda never had a spot. lol. it's so complicated.
and then when we were playing tonight it seemed like he wasn't feeling it. and i mean i wasn't either because there was like a bigillion people out there for badminton. and i'm like mannn.. this sucks. because we only played like what 3 games? because of intervals. it was so lame. so during intermissions we would just be shooting hoops. haha. he told me honestly if that turns out to be how intramurals is going to be then he's just going to quit. sooooo.. yeah. :[ i'm kinda bummed off of that but i'm glad he told me straight in the beginning. but idk, i hope it's not because daniel was suppose to be my partner. it shouldn't be an issue because i chose him over daniel. haha. so yeah. i hope he stays. cuz i want to play.. like forreal. but if that's his choice i can't do anything about it. but i hope he stays. hahaha. please, stay.
annnnywaies.. good stuff other than that. i hope he stays. hahha. it's bugging me. anywaies. goodnight!
p.s. reaction paper to do. *shucks*
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