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74.1% story of my life. :(

.. lame.



& my cousins are leaving tomorrow. double lame. i hate feeling this way.
the feeling of "hopeless." that i won't be able to do something because of the outcome of another. somethings in life are not fair. you can work to the bone to try and make things perfect but it never turns out the way you would expect it. there will always be something wrong.

i don't know when i want to blog, it's usually when i have a problem. and when i do, my words don't come out right because my mind is so mixed up with emotions and thoughts and it's hard to think and express how i feel in words.

until next time..