Merry Christmas

^ that song has been in my head alll day..


well today was as much as it can get. i mean with what is going on now it's something you know? my brother and i went to midnight mass last night. it was our first one. and it was pretty cool.. hella people, no joke. we got there at 11:30pm.. it was already hard to find seats. but gladly we did. it was a bad move on my part to take cough syrup before going to church because that stuff makes you drowsyyyy. i was like in church falling asleep. i didn't mean to but man.. it was the drugs.. haha. oh! we saw the Sacramento's at church. I accidentally touched some girl trying to get their attention. I was like.. uhm.. hello? and she turned around and I was like ..oops. hahah funny stuff, but i'm glad to have seen them. They're awesome! WELL. today, went to the alpak house. Was ready to just stay there the whole day since there was gunna be no caretaker.. but then Ador made it through cuz my mom wanted to go drop off presents. We first went to Frisco, Mng Rich place to drop off the gifts .. it was so crazy cuz i went inside and was like "uhh.. is mng rich here?" and freakin magician was like UPSTAIRS! i was like.. ok beeetch. lol jk. i couldn't find anyone until dannnniela. aw, i missed her so. & Saw, mng yeye & reese. aw, she was hella cute! I was glad they used the blanket i gave them. haha. then FINALLLLY i saw mng rich. hella in hiding bro! i really missed them. I wish we could've stayed longer but we had to go. Then went to Pacifica. and chilled over at my cuzzins house for a bit. it was kool. just like before. Mng Ronnie was sick. and Mng J'net jst got offa work. It wasn't long that we stayed.. but it was good to see them again. MmMm auntie's udon soup w/ fish & meat balls was hella good! mmm. i want some more. Lol. Anyhoo, had to drive home cuz people we drunk. hahah. Moms was hella on me while driving. Talk about number 1 backseat driver. haha. Well. Yeah. .

I was just thinking about xmas. And about everything. it's harder now because of the past.. and like how my brother said .. "i think ilocanos have too much pride." which gets the best of us, FORREAL! :[

but yeah, i just say that having a baby really makes someone change. i'm really proud of my manong rich. cuz now that he's has a family he has really taken the initiative to keep his family together and working you know? and it's something unexpected from someone at a young age. he has a lot of heart, especially from what he's been through. that's why it makes me mad when people talk smack .. i love my family forever. ride 'or' dies. yee.